Go Forward!

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous! Do not tremble or be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go. Joshua 1:9

Welcome back, Dianne, to your blog-site! Where on earth have you been???

Afraid. Lazy. Procrastinating. Involved in other stuff. Unmotivated.

But as to the fear part? Yeah. Afraid. Afraid that if I put to put pen to paper, I would say something stupid. Except. When one doesn’t say ANYTHING, then one has said nothing at all! And no one is ministered to or inspired or motivated or directed to the Word. Nothing happens when one doesn’t do anything!

About three years ago, a rescue pit bull and I had an unfortunate encounter in which I was forced into his territory unannounced and without his permission. A complete surprise to both of us. He got mad and attacked and I became afraid of all dogs for nearly a full year.

During that time, I read some powerful verses that the Holy Spirit used to speak to my heart, motivating me to overcome the fear of dogs. I mean, seriously? At my age? I had to overcome.

 “But Moses said to the people, “Do not fear! Stand by and see the salvation of the Lord which He will accomplish for you today; for the Egyptians whom you have seen today, you will never see them again forever. The Lord will fight for you while you keep silent. Then the Lord said to Moses, “Why are you crying out to me? Tell the sons of Israel to go forward.”

Exodus 14:13-15

Don’t you just love what God said to Moses in verse 15? In today’s vernacular, He may have said something to the effect, “Shut your mouth and get moving! This dry bed won’t stay dry forever! Move!!!”  When I read that, I thought, well, okay! I’ll move! I’ll start working on not being afraid! I’ll stand my ground when I see a dog! I’ll walk up to a friendly dog on a leash and let them sniff the back of my hand as I had done before the encounter with the protective pit. And over some time and pushing down the anxiety in my belly, the fear subsided and I grew calm and in control of my emotions around dogs again. Thank you, Lord!

Since overcoming that huge fear, I decided I needed to overcome the fear of publishing my writings. I had been working on a project for over three years. It was time to take the next step and seek out a publisher. After all, I knew the Lord was directing me to write this story. I was still camping in the belly of the great fish, and becoming quite comfortable.

As I moved, He moved. He moved people into my path to help me take the next steps! Energized, I kept moving until finally my project reached completion and it is now available to those who want to check out my first ever published work on Amazon: Friendship Forged Deep on the Desert Front Porch.  This blog-site is the exception.

Overcoming the fear of the next step is essential for growing and living. Honestly, I grew weary  of  hearing of so many friends accomplishing their goals, even in our middle age! And, I was tired of seeing my project half completed and not out there for someone else’s eyes and heart.

Is all this to say I’m no longer afraid of anything? Do I not experience the knot in my stomach when something threatens me? No, sadly, I experienced fear or anxiety just the other day.

Last Friday morning at our ladies Bible Study which met at the church, before our discussion in Philippians chapter two, I let the ladies know that a couple in our little beach church possibly had the COVID virus. They had chosen to self-quarantine for the next fourteen days.

 Suddenly one of our ladies burst into tears. “I was to be with my grandchildren tomorrow! I was around that couple’s dog last week!” Quickly she got out her mask and put it on. Slowly most of the rest of us followed suit, though, the past several weeks we had been together and even exchanged warm much needed hugs. What was happening?

Right there in that tiny room in our small church a palpable pall fell over the room.  I felt enveloped in a shroud of fear!

Throughout the rest of the day, the angst built, especially when in conversation with my Sweet Mama who told me all about the Harris County judge’s mandate to wear masks everywhere and stay home! Oh my! I thought, my husband and I just need to go home. Sadly, I even un-invited a friend for dinner that night.  Can you imagine?! I got swallowed up in anxiety and fear! Where was the mantra “Do not fear”???

 My husband and I made plans to go back home to Houston and watch the service on Facebook Live. Now, watching the service on technology is not bad in and of itself. It is bad when it is motivated by fear. And this decision was just that.

Allow this old soul to be quite vulnerable with you.  That Sunday morning, I brought my hot tea and Bible out to the front porch of our beach home, Doves Rest, and opened to Colossians chapter one and read ,

“He rescued us from the kingdom of darkness and transferred us into the Kingdom of his dear Son…..” Colossians 1:13 NLT

Friends, God spoke to me. He lifted me out of the fear and the restraints it held around my spirit.

After reading this passage I knew we needed to stay in town and physically attend our church service, by golly! When I told my Beloved who said, “I only want to make you happy,” the shroud of fear fell completely away.

The joy of the Lord is real, friends. The fear of the enemy is also real……and deadly, in the sense that it can truly keep us from abiding in the presence of the One who loves us more. It can cripple us. It can send us home before the Lord wants us to go home.

Ya’ll! We, who are in Christ, are commanded to walk in the confidence that He has us! He goes before and behind and through us! He doesn’t want us to dwell or sit in fear!

These times are full of confusion; full of sickness, full now, too, of some of those whom we know who are contracting this virus; we know of folks with other medical concerns; in need of surgery, friends who can’t get to their own parents due to this virus! In all these situations, we pray, we bring these concerns to Him and ask Him to heal, be near, provide peace, strength, etc. And then we let. It. Go. We continue to operate in the faith that what we brought to the Lord He will take care of. Because He loves us!

“What I know for sure,” as Oprah says on the back page of her magazine, is that it is never ever too late to go for the passion you have in your gut and make it a reality. It is essential to move when the Holy Spirit moves you if you want to get out of the belly of the great fish and experience what He needs from you to bring about His purposes for His kingdom. If you want to grow close in your walk with Jesus, then get up and move when and where He directs and you’ll be amazed at the Joy He provides when we obey Him! Even in hard assignments, you’ll know that it is Him who brings the joy.

In this next season of blog posts, may you find something from current events, or a prayer; but above all, some encouraging message that will carry you for the day from His Word through the experiences He brought me. Now. Go out with joy and be led forth in His peace.

Father, we all get afraid of things at times. I know. When I let my mind wander too much into the “what if’s” I can get into serious trouble. Lord, may those of us who call your Abba Father and your Son, Jesus, our Savior, walk in a manner of trust and reliance on You in our daily-ness of life. Thank you, Lord, for helping us to overcome our fears and rely on You! In Your name, Amen.

Engaging Conversation….join in!

There will always be a remnant.

Susan and I have to schedule our phone chats because we tend to be so long-winded. We don’t call one another very often, so when we do sit down for a scheduled phone call, our so-called short chats end up lasting two hours! The time always flies, becoming the richest part of my day.

After Christmas and all decorations had been put back up in the attic, Susan texted, “Is this a good time?” I grabbed a notebook, pen and my cup of tea before responding, “Call me. I’m ready!”

“I can’t believe your church even has ten Christmas Eve services!” I exclaimed early in our conversation. “We began this year the weekend before Christmas, so I’m counting the two Saturday services and the three Sunday services then all the services on Tuesday, Christmas Eve. ”I could feel her excitement and sensed her smile coming through the airwaves. But, ten services??? What dedication!

“I don’t have any family to speak of, as you know, so my family are my church, so I had no problem being up there that often. Food for the hungry soul. I had more fun! Each service brought different people and a whole set of needs with it. Good times!” I was so grateful she had a vibrant ministry/purpose at her beloved church.

What was even more amazing was that both of our pastors, living two states away, preached on Anna and Simeon who were there at the Temple performing their assigned rituals, even in the midst of the corrupt money-changers! Described in the Word, as righteous before God, they were committed, dedicated, and consistent in their walk with Jehovah God. They stayed true to Jehovah in obedience and trust in Him.

The time that Anna and Simeon lived was considered the four hundred years of silence. God closed His mouth to the nation Israel because they would not listen to him through the prophets. However, the world was being prepared for carrying the Gospel to the far ends of the earth, as the Romans expanded their Empire by designing state-of-the-art road systems their armies and trade routes could easily navigate, as they brought communities under their rule. God’s omniscient hand was over all that went on those four hundred years, so that when He brought His Son into the world, the world was ready to hear about Him.

Yet, in that long period of silence for the Israelites, there was a remnant of faithful followers whom God allowed to witness the fulfillment of prophecy that He would provide a Savior such as Simeon and Anna. How cool that they never lost hope! In fact, according to Scripture, Simeon served his Jehovah God enthusiastically!

He was righteous and devout and was eagerly waiting for the Messiah to come!”

Luke 2:25.

His excitment sounded like Susan! Oh, how glad she was to be serving her Lord through greeting at her church! And her zeal was contagious!

Look at what happened the day Mary and Joseph brought their eight day old son into the temple to be presented before God:

At that time there was a man in Jerusalem named Simeon. He was righteous and devout and was eagerly waiting for the Messiah to come and rescue Israel. The Holy Spirit was upon him and had revealed to him that he would not die until he had seen the Lord’s Messiah. That day the Spirit led him to the Temple. So when Mary and Joseph came to present the baby Jesus to the Lord as the law required, Simeon was there. He took the child in his arms and praised God, saying,

Sovereign Lord, now let your servant die in peace,
as you have promised.
I have seen your salvation,
which you have prepared for all people.
He is a light to reveal God to the nations,
and he is the glory of your people Israel!”

Jesus’ parents were amazed at what was being said about him. Then Simeon blessed them, and he said to Mary, the baby’s mother, “This child is destined to cause many in Israel to fall, and many others to rise. He has been sent as a sign from God, but many will oppose him. As a result, the deepest thoughts of many hearts will be revealed. And a sword will pierce your very soul.”

Anna, a prophet, was also there in the Temple. She was the daughter of Phanuel from the tribe of Asher, and she was very old. Her husband died when they had been married only seven years. Then she lived as a widow to the age of eighty-four. She never left the Temple but stayed there day and night, worshiping God with fasting and prayer. She came along just as Simeon was talking with Mary and Joseph, and she began praising God. She talked about the child to everyone who had been waiting expectantly for God to rescue Jerusalem.” Luke 2:25-38. NLT

As my friend and I chatted on about Anna and Simeon, we thought of other devout souls at that time. We came up with a short list – Zacharias, Mary and Joseph, and Joseph of Arimethea. We are so sure there were other Jewish people who devoutly stayed true to the teachings of Jehovah, longing for the promised Messiah, or even a sign from God.

As we pondered this story in the Bible, I told Susan I was now calling her “Anna!” She laughed.

What does their testimony say to us today?

In the midst of all the bad news, the corruption in the world; death, anger, unrest, and even misbehavior in some of our churches, God sees a remnant; the faithful, committed, and obedient.

Stay the course, dear reader, to the One who loves you more. This year, continue to seek His Truth found in the Bible; continue to ask questions; stay in fellowship with other Believers who love Him; and tell others of the great things He has done in your life!

Lord Jesus, may my eyes stay on You. May I be one of whom you say is devout, committed to the task set before me, and obedient to Your Word, even in the midst of the corruption going on around me. May I ever be found faithful. Thank you for rescuing my soul from the evil in this world. In Your name, Amen.

Tea and Luke – Nothing Better!

Last month a dear friend sent me a birthday gift that said, “I see you.”  It arrived one morning in a box that my Beloved found on the steps of our beach home, Doves Rest. He brought it upstairs. There inside was another box! A box of Holiday English Teas! An Advent Tea Calendar! Who would have thought? Only Tammy. She and I share a love for books and tea! Be still my heart! A perfect gift for an avid tea sipper!

 Each December morning, I walk into the kitchen, make Beloved’s coffee, heat up the hot water pot, and open a new box containing a new single tea bag. I read the outside of the tiny box with the tiny print and see herbal tea, or white tea; black tea or green tea, including all the special ingredients, such as licorice, cinnamon, orange peel, etc. I pour the hot water into my chosen cup with the new tea bag, grab my Bible and sit in my Lady Recliner and look in Luke to read the chapter of the day.

“Lord, show me what you want me to know from this one chapter,” I whisper to Him as I stir the tea bag around in the cup and arrange myself in the chair. The perfect morning ritual, I cherish the time and the teas!

What has He shown me in these stories of the Life of Jesus?

Among the many truths He has shown me thus far, my heart melted when I opened my Bible up to the eighteenth chapter. He spoke straight to the soul of my being.

“Now He was telling them a parable to show that at all times they ought to pray and not to lose heart.”

 Of course the Lord Jesus knew the struggle of this mother’s heart, since the day before, one of her sons told her church was boring; he wasn’t so “into Jesus like you are right now, Mom.” Jesus knew my struggle to let go of my sons, as they live their lives different from the way they were raised at home and in the church in the ways of the Lord. Keep on praying, He told His disciples, as the woman who persevered in getting the unjust judge to hear her request. (Luke 18:3-8).

In the nineteenth chapter, the Lord was “passing through” when He walked into Jericho, but we know He passed through with a purpose in mind. As the crowds walked with Him into town, a short man heard he was walking through and sought him out. The multitude was too tall for him to see Jesus. He scrambled up a nearby tree – a sycamore – and saw the One whom everyone had been talking about. He was good at eavesdropping, for no one talked to him, a tax-collector. He had been hearing how this wandering Teacher had healed the sick and brought hope to the hopeless; He even touched a leper and the leper was made clean! The short man had to see this guy!

I’m sure this curious short man was intending to watch what this Teacher/Healer was going to do from his perch. He had no expectation that this famous Rabbi was going to have anything to do with him.

“Hey! Zaccheus! Come on down from there! I’m going to have supper at your house tonight!” Whoa! Jesus not only spotted the short tax-collector, but called him by name! And was headed to his house for a meal! Zaccheus scrambled down that tree and stood in front of Jesus. He was shaking all over from excitement and embarrassment, as he blurted out, “Master, I’m going to give half my possessions to the poor and pay back what I stole from people up to four times!”

Jesus was thrilled with Zaccheus’ pronouncement for then he said, “For the Son of Man has come to seek and to save that which was lost.” Zaccheus was a seeker. He climbed up that tree to look for Jesus. He was searching for a way to get back into the good graces of the community – to know the Jehovah God of his ancestors better.

Reading through the book of Luke has brought me as close as His breath over me. Yesterday, talking with one of my single moms and the struggle her daughter was having right now, I knew this mom would be drawn closer to Him if she stayed in the Word, especially now. We talked about that. She agreed. Earlier in the month, a dear church friend expressed genuine joy at how she was learning so much she never knew just by reading one chapter a day.

Several friends have been reading a chapter a day in the book of Luke this month, as it seems to be the easiest Gospel to read this month that we celebrate the birth of the One of whom the book is about! It’s not too late to join us! Just start with this day – this chapter and read forward – to the real reason Jesus came to this earth. We celebrate His birth this month, knowing all along His purpose in coming was to die for our sins.

What do you think the Lord would show you as you read through this Gospel, one chapter at a time? I know this: I have hope that as I persevere in prayer, the Lord will draw my sons closer to Him, creating in them a longing, a seeking and He promises to save those who are lost.

Merry Christmas, dear readers!

Advent Keeping Christmas – Peace

Children were asked to describe peace.

“Peace is calm.”

“Peace is when you can play in your room and your little brother is playing in his and not bothering me.”

“Peace is quiet in the house. No yelling.”

“Peace is the community coming together.”

“Peace is being nice to someone.”

“Peace is space for yourself.”

Our pastor said peace is more than all of those sage responses from children. He proceeded to share various scriptures with us which described peace. But his videos and translations of peace from Greek didn’t resonate. Not until he said,

Peace is Jesus.

Our music director is the most humble person I know. Usually artists and performers come with just a bit of self assurance bordering on pride. We Believers hesitate using the word arrogance when talking about one of our own, but you don’t have to worry with this servant heart. He plays gigs all over our island, toting his guitar and inviting a bass player or violinist or drummer to join him. He doesn’t really seem to care what the instrumental mix is.

When we first started attending this little resort church, which resembles the early Christian church in so many ways, I noticed that he would include whoever expressed any interest in making a joyful sound to come up and join him in the praise and worship part of our service. He included a few small children to play those annoying wood blocks one Sunday. Having put up with that hollow wood tone the little ones mindlessly banged on in my music classroom for twenty-nine years, I gathered up the two wood blocks and brought them home with me. Needless to say, they haven’t been missed.

A few weeks ago, our music director asked me to take over the music for yesterday’s worship, as he and his wife would be out of town. Certainly. Consider it done, I told him. Our other esteemed players; violinist, guitarist and drummer, said they would be there. They had put up with my erratic rhythm-keeping only one other time when Jim was out. It wasn’t smooth, but they were most gracious. This time, I thought, I would practice and work hard to get it all right.

I invited two ladies to sing with us, as singing while playing the keyboard do not come naturally for me. Yes, they said. We rehearse an hour before the service. Thanks for coming. They came, bringing some ideas of their own. Rehearsal was bumpy, to say the least. A time or two, I had to check my inner spirit. As much as I had prayed over the service, the singers, all of it, still, there were going to be some personality challenges, including questioning the one in charge a time or two, with minutes before worship started.

When those questions were raised as to how it all should go, my mind went straight to all the times I had acted the diva with Jim. And I reluctantly thanked the Lord for the kind rebuke. I calmed my spirit and pressed on.

The pastor’s message on peace pierced my heart, especially after our first two worship songs. Oh Father, I whispered down in my soul, please help us to bring you and our beloved intimate congregation a more musical worshipful sound.

“Peace is waking up each new morning and committing the entire day into the hands of the Lord Jesus; totally surrendering and submitting your day’s agenda to Him. That means unclasping each finger off your own plans. Make your list of the many things you have to do. Then lay it on the table, pray over it, giving it to God. He promises to bless you with that peace that does indeed surpass all understanding.

“Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.

“And the peace of God which surpasses all comprehension will guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7

As I sat there on the second row next to Beloved I heard the Holy Spirit whisper in my soul, “I’ve got this. Just do what you practiced doing and it will go well. Trust Me.”  And in my heart of hearts, I yielded. Immediately my angst left my heart. I relaxed my hands and the peace that I had read about all these years in the black and white pages of my worn Bible became reality in my soul.

When it came time to sing the closing songs of the worship service, the singers sang, the instrumentalists played and the Holy Spirit’s presence was felt all round. Afterward, I hugged and thanked the ladies with genuine Christ-love and soon after a precious regular attendee walked up and said, “Please play the piano more! It was lovely!” Be still my heart. When we don’t expect it, the Lord showers such encouragement and love. How her words ministered all the way to the soles of my feet!

 “Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you; not as the world gives, do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful.” John 14:27

Father, may I daily apply what the Pastor said this morning, yielding up my agenda for Yours. And when someone wants to challenge me, as usually happens, may I remember to pray and respond in the way that would bring you honor and glory. Surely, Lord, your peace is real and does surpass all understanding! Thank you! In Your name, Amen

Out of Options

Yesterday our pastor led us to the story of Jairus and the woman with the issue of blood as told in Mark 5:21-43 for his emphasis on hope. Hope. The first Sunday of Advent. There was much demonstration of hope in this chapter

Jesus and His fellow disciples just disembarked from the boat on the Galilee shore. Immediately a crowd swirled around Him, seeking His attention, His advice, His healing touch, anything that would bring them immediate comfort. The loud and chaotic crowd’s hope was perhaps more of a general “entertain me, feed me, show me a miracle.” This, clearly, was  not a desperate hope. They wanted the Healer’s attention, but they were not so sure about putting their whole trust in the Teacher.

Suddenly, the crowd parted as a synagogue official, dressed in all his regalia, hurriedly approached the wandering rabbi, a desperately worried look on his face. Jairus, this very prominent church official, fell at the feet of the One whom most of the synagogue officials despised due to his most untraditional practices. He cried out, “Please! My daughter is very ill to the point of dying! Please come and lay Your hands on her!”

Can’t you just sense his desperation? He overlooked all that his church colleagues had said about him, all the traditional rules this rabbi had broken; blew past the crowd and literally fell at this man’s feet! What on earth had he heard about Jesus? News had spread that He had healed many (Mark 3:10). You know he loved his daughter; you can imagine the many prayers he had prayed over his daughter; the doctors he had sought and paid for the various healing remedies they had recommended. He had tried all the traditional methods. In one more last attempt he sought out the man everyone had talked about. Jesus. Jairus’ hope was desperate. Earnest.

Jesus looked at Jairus, noted his desperation and walked off with the official in the direction of his home, answering his plea.

Sandwiched in the story of Jairus, even sandwiched in between Jairus’ plea and Jesus’ healing was a divine interruption. When you read the Gospels, you’ll find these often and in His calm, unhurried approach, Jesus pays attention, knowing every interruption is important. A woman needs Jesus. Right now.

This woman’s future was bright with promise……twelve long years ago. One day, she noticed blood. Okay. She was of age. She washed and did what young maturing girls did in that day. She knew she would be declared ceremonially unclean for a few days before she could resume her usual activities in her home. Except. The bleeding didn’t stop. It went on for days. She had washed and dried all those cloths she had used for stopping her bleeding; she had to use them again. And again. And again. She was growing weak. Her family grew concerned. Because she was still declared “unclean,” she knew she had to leave her home and live alone until the bleeding stopped. But it wasn’t stopping. She sought out doctors and healers to no avail. She grew weaker. She no longer had any more means for paying for these remedies and doctors. Her family had helped her as long as they could. But after several years, their funds ran out, too.

This Jewish woman most likely came from God-fearing family. They worshiped in the synagogue, practiced all they had been taught. I’m sure she prayed. I’m sure she pled with the God of the heavens, the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. Yes, the Lord God had been quiet for the past four hundred years, more due to unbelief than anything else.

When she heard of this wandering healer, in her absolute desperation, she dressed in what rags she had left, drew up her weakened body and walked out of her dwelling and made her way to the Healer. Please, God. Surely this man will stop my bleeding. He was her last hope.

She saw Him in the distance. If I could just get close enough to just touch his cloak, she thought, as she moved through the crowd. If they knew I was declared unclean by the synagogue officials, I’m sure she imagined, the crowd would part and let me through. She got closer. And closer. He was moving slowly. Oh, the crowd. She had enough time to bend down as He was just in front of her! She reached out her hand. Her fingers just brushed ever so slightly the outer hem of his garment. Immediately the flow of blood ceased. She felt it. It had stopped! And suddenly she felt a strength she had not felt in her body in many years! She was healed! She straightened and backed away, allowing the crowd to move between she and He.

But He stopped! Dead in His tracks! He looked around. Faces of men, women swirling around Him. “Who touched me?” He asked. What in the world do you mean, the disciples asked, clearly puzzled. Look around, Master! We’re all touching you! Us, your body guards! The crowd has been pressing in on you since we left the boat! We’re all touching you!

Power flowed out of Him all of a sudden. He knew it. Where did it go? To whom? Then he saw a woman, emaciated but now radiant. She fell to the ground, clearly frightened that she had been discovered. Lord, she thought, I feel better in these last two minutes than I’ve felt in years! Please don’t un-heal me! Please! I beg of you!

Jesus, compassion emitting from his face, looked deep into her eyes and said, “Daughter, your faith has made you well; go in peace and be healed of your affliction.”

In that one pronouncement, Jesus welcomed her into His family when he addressed her as “daughter.” He declared her ceremonially clean, allowing her to reenter the synagogue and be reunited with her family. She was completely healed, cleansed and reunited!

Every interruption is divine. And when he stopped to heal the woman, He knew it would not take away from His healing the dying, now dead daughter of the prominent synagogue official.

It is the woman’s tiny seed of faith that made her whole – faith in the only One with the power to heal and the grace to welcome her into the family of God. She may not have known much about the Healer, but her faith gave her the impetus to think that if she just touched the hem of his garment she would be made whole. It was all she thought she needed.

As soon as Jesus declares the woman clean and sends her on her way, messengers come up to Jairus to tell him not to bother with the Healer. His daughter has died. Don’t you know Jairus is so heart- broken and about to be angry with this unimportant woman and the time wasted in dealing with her.

But Jesus draws Jairus’ attention to Him. Look at me, He seems to say, not at the messengers, not at the crowd. Focus right now on Me. “Don’t be afraid,” Jesus tells Jairus. “Only believe.”

They head for Jairus’ home, Jesus also giving His disciples instructions. “Peter, James, and John. You’re with me. The rest of you disciples deal with crowd control.”

Jesus enters the home of Jairus and his family, asks the paid mourners to leave – their loud wailing is causing such a raucous! He goes into the room of the daughter and speaks to her. “Little girl, I say to you, arise!” She sits up and Jesus looks at her, I’m so sure, with tenderness and compassion, as he instructs her mother to give her daughter something to eat.

Both Jairus and the woman with the issue of blood had hope. Their approach was different; Jairus fell right in front of Jesus’ feet. The woman snuck up behind him. Both were shown grace and mercy because both displayed even a mustard seed of faith as they sought out Jesus. They had the hope that is confident, though unseen. They had heard just enough about this Healer that drew them to Him in their utter desperate attempt for healing, both for his daughter and for her.

And in His grace and mercy, their needs were met. I believe both Jairus and the woman went away with more than healing. Their hope and their belief in Jesus deepened. They now believed. They praised and worshiped Jesus the rest of their lives.

This week, as we contemplate hope, what does your hope look like? Would yours look like the crowd’s hope? Hoping for surface needs like food or entertainment to be addressed? Is your hope earnest? Are you hoping for Jesus to take care of urgent needs of your loved one? Is your hope desperate? Are you in need of divine healing? Or is it even a hope that He will save your soul? A loved one’s soul?

Jesus doesn’t care who you are. He doesn’t care if you’re timid and shy, young or old, a leader or an outcast. He knows you, loves you, cares about your needs and fears and crises, and is ready to help. He listens to your up-front, head-on pleas and He senses hopeful hearts at the back of the line and behind the door. Your personality, your temperament, your status, nor even (especially) your sinful history make a difference to Him. Each of you are a divine interruption; He will make the time to enter your heart and world. All you need is a tiny mustard seed of faith.

Father, may you make Yourself known to those seekers of You this season. Draw them under Your wing as You provide the Hope they need, and may their belief in You be real and deepen more as they give You the praise for sending Your Son to be the Savior of All.

 In Your name, Amen.

Mindfully observing Sabbath; What do you do?

Dear Precious Reader:

Fear is such a strong enemy! So is procrastination, as well as avoidance, laziness, and excuses. Those are all the reasons for having left the blogging scene for over five months. I have been working on the story of a forty year friendship of two women’s struggles and hard choices. The friendship bore the fruit of mentoring, as a result of having been mentored early in their lives by an older sassy, saucy woman with a zeal for her Savior. Her life left an indelible mark in each of their souls.

One day, I realized I was ready to look for a publisher and lo and behold, I was advised by many that I needed to let people know I had published a book – or am about to! I needed to get out there, they said. Do you blog? they asked.  Are you on social media? the editors and publishers wanted to know. Who is your audience base? All legitimate questions for which I had only a few answers.

Now that I’m determined to get back to my blog page, http://www.comeasachild.org, it seems that I’ve been pondering a few things that are worthy to share.

How do you observe the Fourth Commandment?

On the ride home from Galveston to Houston one afternoon in May, I was no longer interested in listening to talk radio; nor did I want to hear two hours of smooth jazz or oldies from the sixties, or even praise and worship. My elder son had been talking about how he was listening to podcasts on his commute home from work. You’d really find some of these pods interesting, he told me more than once. So before pulling out of the driveway, I scrolled through the religion/spirituality category of podcasts on my recently added App Podbean. “That Sounds Fun” grabbed me – the title just seemed…you know….fun! So I tuned in and have looked forward to hearing the loud, slightly gravelly voice of host, Annie F. Downs’s interview yet another total stranger to me every Monday and Thursday.

It seems that several of her guests have talked at length about mindfully practicing Sabbath. This has peeked my interest a great deal on several levels. First, I’ve been asking myself, do I intentionally keep Sabbath? Second, what do I need to do on a day of rest to scripturally observe Sabbath?

Did you know that the fourth commandment takes up four verses, whereas, the last six are one verse a piece?

“Remember the Sabbath day, to keep it holy.

Six days you shall labor and do all your work,

but the seventh day is a Sabbath of the Lord your God; in it you shall not do any work, you or your son or your daughter, your male or your female servant or your cattle or your sojourner who stays with you.

For in six days the Lord made the heavens and the earth, the sea and all that is in them, and rested on the seventh day; therefore, the Lord blessed the Sabbath day and made it holy.” Exodus 20:8-11

Matthew Sleeth, author of 24/6, spoke of how he observes Sabbath to a group of young people. He said, “It would seem that since God had Moses write out so much on keeping the Sabbath, that He means it. We tend to think not murdering and not stealing or committing adultery is pretty serious and most of us keep those, but not the Sabbath. Not so much.”

Ouch. What do I do on Sunday, my Sabbath? Am I now naming Sunday as my day of rest? I remember my mother calling Sunday the Sabbath, but I inwardly disagreed. It’s Saturday for the Jewish folks. As a family, we went to church, ate lunch, either at home or out, and Daddy took a nap, while Mom read the entire Sunday Chronicle. I did homework or read. It was a day off from school and all other activities except going to church. But I don’t remember us being overly concerned about whether we were honoring God in what we did on that day. I’m thinking that we were pretty much keeping that day as a day of rest.

Several guests on “That Sounds Fun” mentioned a different day of the week as their families’ Sabbath – Friday night to Saturday night, said one preacher from Portland, OR. My Sabbath is Tuesday, Annie said.

But Sunday is mine. It is the day of worship; it’s a day of naps in the afternoon. But it’s more. The more I studied God’s view on rest and what it means, and how we twenty-first century believers can mindfully observe Sabbath, keeping it holy to the Lord, I’ve determined to rest from those things that keep me from resting and from worshiping Him.

Yesterday, Sunday, I used fewer words; I appreciated the quiet in our home before heading off to Worship. The computer had been turned off the night before; I kept it off. I used my phone for a few texts (my Sailor son’s texts were important, as was the disciples taking the heads off the wheat grains in the fields; it was necessary), and I took a nap. Rested. But all day the verse I had read in Psalm 16 that morning stayed with me, unlike many days of the week when I would read a passage and it just left my mind before the morning was up.

“I have set the Lord continually before me.” Psalm 16:8

There will come many distractions on this evolving journey of observing Sabbath, as holy to the Lord. I am aware. But I’m encouraged and strengthened to be walking this path in this way, as I want to grow closer to my Lord, and mindfully observe all the commandments, especially the longest one. We are never too old to begin anew. Please know that.

It is my point, now that I’m back in the blogging saddle, to encourage your heart, to speak Truth to your soul, and to urge you, in these last days, to mindfully choose to make those adjustments in your life so that you are walking closer to the One who loves you more.

“In all your ways, acknowledge Him; He will direct your path.” Proverbs 3:6

Father, thank you for your Word that teaches me daily. Thank you for those whom you’ve allowed me to hear lately, who are speaking out about mindfully obeying the Fourth Commandment. Thank you for your kindness in leading me to walk ever closer to you even in the autumn of my years. In Your name, Amen


Welcome, Readers, to a New Year!

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Greetings, Readers of “Come as a child”:

Because you all have been such faithful followers to this overly quiet blog site, it is time some things need to change!  When I first started writing this blog a few years ago, I had envisioned giving a message of encouragement to women, with the intent of directing hearts in a closer walk with the Lord. Somehow I lost focus on style and content. Fear took over my writing. I lost confidence in writing, constantly worried that I would write something that would tarnish the Lord’s name or that I would not convey Truth accurately. The saying “If you aim at nothing, you’ll hit it every time” certainly applied. Blog writing/publishing dwindled to nearly nothing.

This past year, 2018, was the year of overcoming fear.  I wrote of the time I was blindsided by a dog who was merely protecting his owner, but I had to dwell in his kingdom for a week.  I had never experienced such paralyzing fear. The Lord gave me Deuteronomy 31:8:

“And the Lord is the one who goes ahead of you; He will be with you. He will not fail you or forsake you. Do not fear, or be dismayed.”

I camped on that promise, that command to not fear, for weeks before returning to my friend’s home in another state to stay for about four days. I honestly went in to my spirit and soul and physically said, “I choose not to be afraid of this dog. I choose to overcome my fear!”   Oh, believe me, I had to put on my Big Girl panties and claim it over and over and over!god-didnt-give-us-a-spirit-of-fear

In God’s great grace and mercy, another mutual friend decided she also wanted to visit our friend and witness her son’s law school graduation. Since our friend did not have accommodations for two guests in her home, we all agreed that getting a hotel room was best. Talk about relief! Whenever we all got together at our friend’s home, we sat on her comfortable front porch admiring the purple colored mountains in the distance and the variety of birds flocking to her many feeders in the yard while the dog enjoyed his kingdom inside the house.

Before we left, I asked my friend’s son to help me feed his dog a treat so that I could stand in front of this strong pit bull without my heart beating out of my chest.  Mission accomplished! So it was that after that time spent with my friend and her son all fear of dogs vanished. Completely.

The other huge fear to be faced head on was writing.  In late December the Lord gave me such clarity about my writing and His desire for me to convey His truth to women in all walks of life. Pray, He told me. Then write. In obedience I’m moving forward. After I began writing again, in His great grace and love, the Lord directed me to a wonderful friend who has agreed to edit my work! To Him be the glory!

Who drove that fear of writing away? Marisol. This young lady approached me just before our ladies Wednesday night meeting got started and I promise you she was WEARING confidence!

 “Put on the full armor of God….” Ephesians 6:11

“…Put on a heart of compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience…”

Colossians 3:12

Jesus confidence, I must add. Squared shoulder tall, dancing eyes and direct, she said something to the effect that she was no longer allowing the enemy to push her down, especially when it came to her job. No, Marisol is not one of those angry confronters. Not at all. She prays before approaching. She speaks softly yet…..what other word can I use? Mettle.  I was inspired by her quiet strength. She knows in whom she believes and she walks straight up, smiling, radiant and aware of whose she is.


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I grabbed on to her spirit and hugged her and decided right then and there I was not going to let fear overcome me anymore.

It is time to make public the things the Lord is teaching me. So I put my bottom to the chair, even on a bright sunny January day and compose a message of encouragement to you, urging you to be confident in your walk, your countenance, your words, your heart. If you say you are a follower of the Lord, then it is time to let our manner, walk and talk say so.

“walk in a manner worthy of the Lord to please Him in all respects, bearing fruit in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God….” Colossians 1:10

So thank you. Thank you for hanging on with me in my messy imperfections and attempts at making your reading meaningful.  May the Lord use this blog post to encourage your heart and draw you much closer in your walk with the Lord. Remember He loves you so very much!

In ALL THINGS give thanks. Blessings, Dear Reader!


Rejoice! He is with you now!

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“Behold, the virgin shall be with child, and shall bear a son, and they shall call His name Immanuel, which translated means, “God with us.” Matthew 1:23, Isaiah 7:14

You, Jesus, are IMMANUEL, God with me. At all times. Down the aisles of Kroger, looking for my mother; looking for her particular brand of chocolate cookie; getting the right size cereal box. God with me in the car searching for the right house after my GPS has said, “You’ve reached your destination.” In the dark. God with me when one of my single moms calls as I’m driving in rush hour/Christmas shopping traffic on the other side of town. God with me. Absolutely.

A normal Tuesday with Mom, with some added errands and a phone call, I hoped Jesus wasn’t tired of hearing from this silly sheep, because I called on Him every single time I needed His help and every single time He led and every nearly every single time I whispered, “Thank you, Jesus.”

This promise that Immanuel, meaning God with us, is the foundation for your joy! It is a true, real promise that can be fleshed out through your faith, your trust, your belief in Him who said it and it came true! Rejoice, Beloved, knowing that your Savior will surely never leave nor ever forsake you! Do you rest in that fact? Do you remember to call on Him? Let not Immanuel just be words in a Christmas song sung only on Christmas Eve only to be forgotten when you get home.

“…..He Himself has said, “I will never desert you, nor will I ever forsake you.” Hebrews 13:5

After driving around town I managed to pull into a familiar parking lot and park and talk to my single mom safely, undistracted, for as long as she needed. In her struggle to co-parent her troubled teen daughter with her former husband, she admitted to needing to lower her expectations, to consciously be thankful for all the little things she gets to do with her daughter and stop dwelling on the poor behavior. I think there will be less triggers with my daughter and my ex-husband if I choose to back off some when I’m with them, she said. Wise words.  Praying it is practiced.

Breathing prayers for wisdom as we talked, the Lord reminded me of the disciples He called to be His everyday companions for about three years. Were they the cream of the Jewish crop? Had they been schooled in the best rabbinical synagogues of the day? Hardly. They were simple men, schooled in common crafts of fishing, tax collecting, and studying. “Consider Matthew,” I said to my sweet mom. “He was a repulsed tax collector! Can you imagine the treatment he got from the other disciples? And Jesus chose Him! Jesus was, in effect, saying to all twelve of these guys, “look to me for your source of help, and do this. Love one another.” Right. In spite of their former jobs before they were called to follow this……this man who tells them to love one another? What I think I was trying to tell my mom was……in loving your wayward daughter, find ways to love her through her poor choices and behavior and then……be thankful.

“And let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts,….and be thankful.” Colossians 3:15

And she agreed. She is growing in her trust in the Lord. We were merely edifying one another in  the fact that our joy in the Lord, Immanuel, comes from calling on His name for all help, and giving thanks when it comes. The thankful heart affirms in our heart that He is with us. Immanuel and in His presence is true fullness of joy!

“ In Thy presence is fullness of joy!”Psalm 16:11

This Christmas season, may we all consciously give thanks as we call on Immanuel to help us every step of the way and to be more real to us as we celebrate His birth. May there be meaning! Resounding joy that God became flesh and dwelt among us!

Thank you, God, for sending.

Thank you, Jesus, for coming!

Thank you, Holy Spirit, for reminding!

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Give the Lord a Thank-You note of Praise

“Shout joyfully to the LORD, all the earth….Come before Him with Joyful singing!” Psalm 100:1-2

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The other day I had an overwhelming desire to enter the church just to lift up hands in praise to my Father. That desire doesn’t happen often, but that Sunday I didn’t care that I was entering church alone, or that it was dark, or that I would see friends I hadn’t seen in a long while because I was now worshiping in another congregation. No, I just wanted to worship. And I did! Deep peace flooded my soul and spirit. I met the Lord there in that space and it was profound.

Back in the dailyness of life, stress has clouded my thoughts with so much going on; or, I admit, much is going on that I’m allowing in to the day. Oh, how I have wanted to grab a huge chunk of morning minutes to write, to compose some devotional thoughts that would minister to someone else. But distractions and urgent pulls drew me from this person to that meeting to that errand to that meal to on and on and on. Primarily, I didn’t have the commitment to sit in the chair and write no matter what swirled around me.

One of the biggest distractions in my husband and my life right now is the imminent graduation of our younger son from Navy boot camp. Huge accomplishment for this twenty-eight year old who chose this path! Along with preparing to fly up to Great Lakes to witness this proud moment, I am still preparing for weekly ladies Bible Study.

Isn’t it like the enemy to slink down into our thoughts at our weakest moments, especially if we are intent on following the Lord. This past Monday I was reading a list of things a recruit needs to prepare for before entering boot camp, as well as the long list families need to remember before departing for the graduation ceremony. And there in highlighted paragraphs were words the enemy knew would rattle my world. Things that my son knew he needed to square up with his recruit commander and really were things only he could take care of. But in this loss of sleep, constantly distracted state, I let some of the statements shake me up. But not too much, for I had been camping in Joshua and parts of Deuteronomy and etching in my mind the command,

“be very strong and courageous.”

So…..as some doubts crept into my mind, I shot back with “be strong and courageous” over and over. Yet, I still struggled. In the wee hours of pre-dawn a couple of days ago, I thanked the Lord for some specific things, and do you know the struggle of doubt began to leave my mind! Gratefulness. Thanksgiving. Such a balm to the Lord! Oh, how He wants to be praised! Oh, how our Lord craves to be acknowledged for all He is doing in our lives! He wants a thank-you! Listen to this:

 “….to the end that we who were the first to hope in Christ should be to the praise of His glory.” Ephesians 1:12. To the praise of HIS glory!  

In preparing for the lesson on the book of Joshua, the key word is possession. The Israelites, under the leadership of Joshua, were to go in and POSSESS the Promised Land. It would involve conflict then conquest. It is never a comfortable road when truly following the Lord. After Christ, we are to POSSESS all the spiritual blessings he has given us! But we Western minded Believers really don’t know much about conflict and conquest. Our enemy is not flesh and blood but the spiritual powers that we cannot see, but surely are aware of. Satan invades our mind and spirit in the form of fear, doubt, despair, depression. And he is so delighted when we just languish there, forgetting to don our war paint! Failing to call on the power of the Lord to deliver us and forgetting to give the Lord praise and glory for everything in our lives, including our next breath!

So I went over to Ephesians 6 and saw the very same admonition the Lord gave Joshua before entering the Promised Land:

“be strong in the Lord and in the strength of His might!” Ephesians 6:10.

Be strong. We have to do something. Strength just doesn’t come over us. We consciously say out loud I choose to be strong in the Lord! We tell the Lord we need Him. We open our mouths in praise and gratitude before Him! We turn off the news, the radio, the podcasts, put away the reading material, all that turns our minds away from the One who knows and loves us best! We moment by moment breathe in and out the Holy Spirit’s leading and we lean in to His promises and power and it is a battle! And the Lord is the victor. So then we praise Him with a thank-you song of praise!

Oh, delight in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart! Oh, how He desires that closer walk with you! Let it begin today!

And you know what? God totally has my son! He reminded me that He has forgiven him of his past; He is leading him onward and through the next part of his life. God is in control of his life. Is He in control of yours?Navy anchor


Are you enough?

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To save myself.

To do good works that count for anything.

Save for……the finished work of Christ on the cross. Now that’s a bonafide churchy phrase if I ever spelled one out!

Street language would be – save for…….the fact that Jesus Christ, who is God’s Son, came here to earth as a man to live the perfect life then die on the cross for my sin-sick soul.  Saved because I believe who He says He is and what He did for me is true. I cannot save myself. I cannot have a relationship with my Creator God without trusting in His Son. I cannot be saved from eternity in hell unless I trust in the fact, in the truth that Jesus Christ, God’s Son, came to earth to live then die and rise again so that I might have that promised eternal life in heaven with him.

I could indeed do good works. I have done good works. Sung nice songs. Written nice words. But on the nights that I know down in the very gut of my soul that the Holy Spirit showed up in the room with our moms, I know I didn’t do a darn thing except show up. I showed up to love some moms. No questions asked. No judgment. I just hugged, prayed, teared up often, and loved deep. And knew it very well. Because I was undone the next day. Totally spent.

Why in the world do I think I have something profound to say? These moms just need to hear the truth. The truth is that they are loved; that Jesus died for them; that they can have their sins forgiven when they trust in Him; that their life will count always when they trust in Jesus daily for all their needs. He wants to meet them where they are in their life. And he will.

I want to be strong for these fragile women. I want them to trust in Jesus; to read His Word; to stay in His word. To move more away from the world and toward His truths. His love. Obedience to Him – which is to love Him with all their heart and soul and mind and to love others as themselves.

To forsake the world’s lust and empty pleasures. To live for Him. Always.

But. I cannot hold their hand. When they text that they slept in last Sunday; that they didn’t seem to get to church all summer; that they are back with Mr. I-Know-he’s-not-right-for-me; I have to hold this wounded little bird with open hands. I cannot make her go to church any more than I can make this wounded bird well. Only God. Only the power of the Holy Spirit who truly draws us to Himself.

This morning while walking the beach I pondered a lot, as usual. Love my alone time walks on the beach.  I thought of the persecuted Believers in other parts of the world; even here in the US. What do they have that is missing in my life?beach walking


For the persecuted, Jesus is all they have. When the Voice Of the Martyrs worker was put in prison for sharing the gospel in Sudan, he thought he would be there a few days. https://youtu.be/2zEiiZi2DKk.  Turned in to more than a year. What did he come out of there with? A closer walk with Jesus. It was truly him and the Lord for over a year. Nothing else. No one else. I am too comfortable. Too apathetic. Too much ease. I have more than I need.

Petr Jassek

Oh, Father, I need to remember that if you did take all away from me; the beach walks, Doves Rest, my husband, my children, my sisters in Christ, my massage, my mani/pedi, I would have you. And You would be enough.

“…….I count all things to be loss in view of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them be rubbish in order that I may gain Christ.” Philippians 3:8